OCTOBER 31. Halloween, the one day when scary is celebrated in a big way. But October 31 also marks another notable day, the final day in Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Domestic violence is far scarier than any ghoulish, frightening, unsettling costume or event. Domestic violence and abuse are real. Real scary.
Abuse can be physical, psychological/mental and/or emotional. Death, injuries, scars, trauma and so much more result from abuse which is, at its core, all about manipulation, power and control. Those can be insidious or blatant.
With that brief background, I am sharing a fictional story printed in Talking Stick 32—Twist in the Road, a literary anthology published by northern Minnesota based Jackpine Writers’ Bloc. I wrote “Evidence,” which won an honorable mention in the 2023 Talking Stick writing competition. Please read my story and then my comments following.
Evidence
She waited inside the bus station, body molded into a hard plastic chair, battered suitcase at her feet nudging shoes that needed a good polishing. Beverly felt restless, lost, as if at any moment she would awaken from her nightmare of a life. She pressed her right thumb into her sweaty left palm, a soothing habit that sometimes helped calm her. But not today.
Only hours earlier she’d fled to this place after tossing several changes of clothing alongside her diary in the bag now resting on the sticky, worn floor soiled by a thousand feet, a thousand stories. Today her story.
Her mind drifted to those first years when she wrote in flowery script, embellishing her writing with hearts. Love, so much love. He cherished her, loved her, embraced her with words and flowers and praise. Until he didn’t.
It was all so subtle, how Thomas, not Tom, chose to slip hurtful words into conversations, wearing her down. Day by day. Complaints of undone laundry and cold dinner and dirty dishes. And then the accusations flew. Where were you? Why were you speaking to him? Why can’t you ever do anything right? Then he slapped her. Repeatedly. Often.
She felt beaten. Weak. Exhausted. Trapped. Her writing reflected that, emotional words looping across the lined paper. Uneven and running together and sometimes nearly unreadable. Tears traced through the ink and wrinkled the pages.
For the longest time, she endured, pulled inside herself, determined she could do better, be better, love him more. Yet, it was never enough. Thomas continued to berate her, to find fault in everything she said and did. And she recorded it all in the journal zippered inside the suitcase stuffed in the back of their closet, the suitcase now at her feet. Evidence.
Beverly pulled herself back to reality, checked the time on the massive clock inside the bus station. Soon the Greyhound would roll in. She grabbed the worn handle of the battered bag, rose from the uncomfortable chair, and headed toward the boarding area. The momentum of hurrying passengers, their shoes slapping against the speckled linoleum, carried her. The bus doors pulsed open. Beverly stepped inside, handing her ticket to the driver. Her mood shifted, lightened with each step down the aisle until she saw him through the window, face flashing anger, fists clenched at his sides.
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COMMENTS: If you recognize yourself or someone you love in my fictional story, first know that you are not alone. Help is available through organizations that will support you and/or your family. That may be a shelter or an advocacy/outreach organization focused on preventing domestic violence, providing education and resources, and simply being there for you. If you’re not ready for that step, talk to a trusted friend or family member. Seek help.
Leaving an abuser is not easy. It’s scary and difficult. Even dangerous. But you (or someone you love) are so worth living a life free from manipulation, control, abuse and/or violence.
VIOLENCE FREE MINNESOTA has released its “2023 Homicide Report: Relationship Abuse in Minnesota.” In 2023, there were 40 confirmed victims of intimate partner and domestic violence-related homicides in the state. That’s the highest number since tracking began in 1989. Gunshot is the leading cause of deaths. This report honors victims across Minnesota with photos and information. It’s packed with statistics and other valuable information and is well worth your read. Click here to read the full report or a summary of it.
To learn more, start by clicking here to reach the National Domestic Violence Hotline.
© Copyright 2024 Audrey Kletscher Helbling
Minnesota Prairie Roots 
this is so incredibly important and much scarier than anything at halloween. thank you for this.
You are welcome. Just this morning I awoke to an amber alert about the abduction of a pregnant woman and her four children in the Brainerd lakes area of northern Minnesota (near the cabin where we stay). They were found safe. The suspect, her boyfriend, was taken into custody and is suspected of killing a man at some point during this crime. My heart is breaking.
oh, heartbreaking is right . i am so happy they are all safe, but will be impacted by this forever
Yes, they will as will the 62-year-old man the suspect allegedly shot and killed.
Thank you for this. Such an important topic. I am saving your post ro read later when I have more time.
You’re welcome, Kathleen. Thank you for taking the time to read this post.
You’re right. Domestic violence is scarier than Halloween. You wrote an interesting and thought provoking story. Thanks for keeping this subject in the light.
You’re welcome, Valerie. Given the abduction in the Brainerd lakes area of a pregnant woman and her four children early this morning, this post seems especially relevant. They’ve been found safe, according to media reports, with her boyfriend arrested, also as a suspect in a murder.
Always an important message.
Yes, Thank you for recognizing the importance of this topic.
This is such important information to share. As we (I) get older, I sometimes fall into the thinking that I’ve heard these messages so often, everyone should know them by now. But that’s not true, not everyone has heard, not everyone knows the facts, signs, and statistics… Thank you for the reminders, we can’t get complacent, because when we do, the number of domestic violence cases rises. I also panicked when we received the Amber Alert on our phone, and found it was so near our area. I was so relieved when it ended and the woman and children were safe. Now comes the long part of recovery.
Rose, thank you for understanding the value of sharing this information. I can only imagine how you felt receiving that amber alert. And then the relief that surged when the mom and her children were safely found and a suspect arrested. Yes, the family has a long road of recovery ahead.
❤️ Thank You for writing and sharing this
You are most welcome.